Hello readers. I'm back. I really haven't felt the need to blog in a while. I was way too busy celebrating my personal favorite time of the year, Halloween. Yes, it is the best time of year. Vermont is extraordinarily beautiful during Autumn, so beautiful in fact that I have a hard time putting it to words, and you know me, I love words. I'm sorry I haven't been checking in with you guys but trust me, I've kept on writing. I've probably written about 150 poems since you guys last saw me. I write at least one to ten everyday, or try to at least. I've also kept on with my reading, lucid dreaming, and happiness as well.
Since you last heard, I was having a rough time. I'm glad to say that is no more. I was in a dark place, as I let you guys know. Well, I'm excited to say that I think I'm finally in a place where nothing seems out of reach. Of course I still have some bad days, with sad thoughts of desperation and loneliness. But these thoughts are nowhere near as persistent as before. They happen few and far between, which I'm personally thrilled about.
Don't get it confused. I am somewhat grateful for what I went through. I don't suggest other people follow my path at all, but it's made me a stronger, compassionate, more understanding human being which I cannot be more grateful for. I burned a bridge or two along the way with people I never meant to hurt, but I only hope they understand where I'm coming from. I am a better, enhanced, happily psychotic version of the man I was before. Of course there's still pieces of insanity that I love to dissect, master, and play with. But they're more external, and a lot less internal than they were before.
I've decided to essentially reinvent/redo this blog. When I first started off, it was just unnecessary nonsense, and ignorant ramblings that I mistakenly ranted on. If you read those, than I apologize because they were god awful and disgustingly terrible. It is what it is, and I accept it. I will only rant when I deem it extremely important or necessary. I will cut back on my profanity as it is an extremely lazy way of trying to get my point across.
This blog is going to be pretty much the same, but not as personal. I love the people that have read this, and might even continue to read this, but that was the past and this is the present. If you continue to read this blog then of course your sanity will be in jeopardy, but I like things that way. Makes it more interesting for me anyway.
I will of course be giving you random movie, book, Netflix, and all around random discussion but it won't be as angry, and mean spirited like it was before. I will still continue to randomly throw short stories and poems at you for your opinions (which are always welcome), but overall I'm pretty excited to start this back up. You know me and my love for writing, so this is another adrenaline rush in my creative system.
I've been on this sort of 'Halloween Hangover' since it was just Halloween, and I treat everyday like it's Halloween, but this is different. I've been on such a roller coaster ride as we all are in this life, but these past few weeks have been at a fast incline. I'm excited to keep writing in this, and if you read this then I love you. Straight up want to marry you in fact. Even if you don't read this, I don't really give a shit because I'll keep writing it anyway.
Thanks for the love and support.
Read some books.
With Love,
Jari Jasmin
Since you last heard, I was having a rough time. I'm glad to say that is no more. I was in a dark place, as I let you guys know. Well, I'm excited to say that I think I'm finally in a place where nothing seems out of reach. Of course I still have some bad days, with sad thoughts of desperation and loneliness. But these thoughts are nowhere near as persistent as before. They happen few and far between, which I'm personally thrilled about.
Don't get it confused. I am somewhat grateful for what I went through. I don't suggest other people follow my path at all, but it's made me a stronger, compassionate, more understanding human being which I cannot be more grateful for. I burned a bridge or two along the way with people I never meant to hurt, but I only hope they understand where I'm coming from. I am a better, enhanced, happily psychotic version of the man I was before. Of course there's still pieces of insanity that I love to dissect, master, and play with. But they're more external, and a lot less internal than they were before.
I've decided to essentially reinvent/redo this blog. When I first started off, it was just unnecessary nonsense, and ignorant ramblings that I mistakenly ranted on. If you read those, than I apologize because they were god awful and disgustingly terrible. It is what it is, and I accept it. I will only rant when I deem it extremely important or necessary. I will cut back on my profanity as it is an extremely lazy way of trying to get my point across.
This blog is going to be pretty much the same, but not as personal. I love the people that have read this, and might even continue to read this, but that was the past and this is the present. If you continue to read this blog then of course your sanity will be in jeopardy, but I like things that way. Makes it more interesting for me anyway.
I will of course be giving you random movie, book, Netflix, and all around random discussion but it won't be as angry, and mean spirited like it was before. I will still continue to randomly throw short stories and poems at you for your opinions (which are always welcome), but overall I'm pretty excited to start this back up. You know me and my love for writing, so this is another adrenaline rush in my creative system.
I've been on this sort of 'Halloween Hangover' since it was just Halloween, and I treat everyday like it's Halloween, but this is different. I've been on such a roller coaster ride as we all are in this life, but these past few weeks have been at a fast incline. I'm excited to keep writing in this, and if you read this then I love you. Straight up want to marry you in fact. Even if you don't read this, I don't really give a shit because I'll keep writing it anyway.
Thanks for the love and support.
Read some books.
With Love,
Jari Jasmin